10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Shame

‘There’s something godly about you tonight.’ If you would ever be so kind, please don’t say that, please refrain, you mustn’t ever now forget that way I barfed out in the rain, the way I laid down dagger dead, on the concrete, out of breath. Keep that memory engrained, of my loudest ugly cries, of my childish jealousies, that would always get the best of me. We grow up and we mature, but our time…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Seven

I’m a virgin, I’m a whore, I’m a saint and I’m a demon. I’ve been dealt a foul hand, I’ve been cursed, with glutton’s hunger, my blood is boiling, getting madder through my veins, it’s mingling with my tainted purity. My body, a greedy pleasure, an object spoiled by lust, I could become any such ting, an alluring mother, rotten object of desire, every single thing I do, every single thing I wear, has to…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Satanic Blues Forever

Empty parks and concrete tables, wicked symbols etched on trees, the demons show up at your beckon. You struck a deal and lit the fire, paper burnt in bitter smoke, ‘What do you wish for?’ Asked the wind ushered, creeping up my spine. You wished for greatness, for riches, for the knowledge of the gods, I only wished to stay with you, no matter what you want to do; to lay with you on thrones…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Forest Water Colour

Time-lapsed clouds roll like pigment on watered paper blackgreywhite dampening green, greening light. Lichen eyes spread their watch further, turn owls, merge and diffuse. You tread the dark soil in rain unafraid of thunder in the distance going in going into a jungle of water dissolving the edges of leaves and trees and you sudden watercolor of the soul – Andrea Ferrari Kristeller

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Rainforest is Water

A green flood of treetop waves where wind is waverer of light mist moves in canoes inside -drops- outside climbers spin wet bridges crickets drip in notes rain curves rivers of leaves spiderwebs secret mushrooms (white; minute) crossed by ants in dream motion birds swim from tree to tree disowning silence the soft song of a red-trumpet flower stirs open butterflies sip liquid light, drench colour, float Deer wades a clearing the ferns behind swirl…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Major Arcana

I could spend all day staring at the stars Wondering if the tower is upside down or right side up Wondering if my future is turned up first or flipped over last Wondering if you will give me an answer I could spend all day staring at the stars Feeling the beads of neon spray paint dripping down my arms Feeling the juice of ripe summer peaches sticking between my fingers Feeling in a space…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

What Comes Through In Silence

I swim in the blue A dive within A dip below A shiver through skin Like a girl on the prow I nest in the green A thunder beneath A heaven above A sigh of relief Soft, like the wings of a dove I burn through the red Whose snapping insides Burst a crackle throughout Hold on for the ride It’s too dangerous to doubt Let me sleep drenched in black Tucked in the fragments…

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