Losing It’s easy It slips between your fingers in light-years And disappears into the abyss Denying Your biggest fear triggers tears The most silent cry known to Man Nothing in your life will be the same again Regretting “I should’ve” “I could’ve” But you didn’t You build self-hatred because of it Anger Is it towards you, him, or the world? Admit it, you are ashamed Guilt flows in your veins Body in constant pain Detachment Under the sun, the rain and between winds You search for him everywhere But he has been ashes for over a year Negotiating Asking the skies for a second chance Begging to reclaim the one you love so much Simply because you miss his touch Accepting Knowing that he left you Understanding that he isn’t there anymore Questioning the reality that he’s deceased Checking your messages to see if he’ll respond -Christine Iv
Questioning the reality that he’s deceased Checking your messages to see if he’ll respond Love Is eternal Just like his absence Missing him constantly As he took a piece of your heart for eternity Love Is smiling when your lips kiss his name as it slips between them It’s the feeling of comfort from having him on your chest It’s the permanent space you left on your skin for him Love It’s a sob that gets stuck in your throat Because you thought you moved on to other things But real and profound love never ends It stays engraved in your heart until the end