06: Open - June 2021

I’m Still Me

Looking at my mirror, I see my cracked reflection and I wonder is that how you see me A broken view that, no matter how much you try to fix, the crack is always there 
 Am I the ashes of the vision you had of me, burned to a crisp by the revelation of who and what I truly am 
 Am I the paper crumpled by the truth and even if we work to smooth it out, it will always remain creased 

 I know I’m not what you hoped I’d be
But you treat me like a stain in the collar of your white shirt 
A shame that won’t come off no matter how hard to wash it 
You refuse to see that I could be more 
 
 Everything that was is wiped away
 Everything that could have been is an idea in decay 
 Everything that is has gotten messy and muddy
 I fear what will be will turn drastic and bloody 
 
 Look me in the eye and see that nothing’s changed 
 My revelations shouldn’t bring the end of days
 Who I am is who I was and it’ll be who I’ll always be 
 See me as the person I was, that will always be me 
 
 It’s a different perspective but I’m still the same 
 What and who I am is nothing that should be tamed 
 Hear me telling you that nothing’s changed
 The only true threat here is your unwarranted rage 

-Olwethu Mzileni
 

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