07: The Body - July 2021

Knowledge Of Observation

Differentiation. Loss of creativity within life’s immeasurable expectancy. Emotions that are dispersed and considered broken. Worth that derives from one’s self without the appearance of a token. Reasons within what has been spoken. Pigments of skin that seek no advisable devotions. Harmony that is natural. Creation that is consentual. Vague representations. Stature’s that resemble correlation. Arguments filled with hate. Things that are not for everyone’s respective flavourant taste. Words that can carry circumstantial weight. A…

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07: The Body - July 2021

Parental Advisory

I wish for the day it sustains its entity entirely. It is always indentured and has no sustainability. I have traveled from house to home. I have grown mentally yet I am still not strong. I have yet to find a residence where my feelings feel free to condone. What I once thought were emotions that I had longed for, happened to be something that I shall not experince at all. I fear of returning…

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07: The Body - July 2021

The Fighter

Like the celestial mind I am a fighter Not just a survivor Like the Black Hole which rejects defeat The Black Hole vs White stars The White stars start to fight but start to bow as they are beat As my heart pumps my blood and fills my body with warmth I close my eyes I put in the effort I don’t accept defeat Gravity The brain of the Celestial Body How it whips it’s…

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07: The Body - July 2021

loveME

Throwing off this weight as I prep to balance the loss. Not caring what others think since only I know the cost. Everything I’ve lost and everything I’ve gained Weird how I’ve recently fallen in love with the growing pain. Training, framing, affirming that this is all for me stare down that mirror and finally loving what I see.  ME. Years of self-loathing and shitty self- talk… I always covered up yet you would never…

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07: The Body - July 2021

I Want

I want my self esteem back I need my confidence back I want what belongs to me I demand it Years to develop and own And just like that stolen Forcefully taken By Social media Magazines Beauty standards I will never again be silenced for The anatomy of my body: My curves, in the eyes of the world developed before it’s time The color of my skin and it’s different shades of brown I call…

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