11: Open - Nov 2021

Moonshots

If not for failure, there’d be more moonshots.
Too much at stake, the child must wait
Til the cards align themselves.
Progress stale like bread exposed to air
For days on end.
Begins to Mold
Herself in the image of someone she was told
Means something to this world.
In prayer stance, seeking a chance to start Over-
Coming learning what was supposed to be
The answers, reversed to an abomination of 
A predisposed righteous god
Dueling between the
‘Not good to expose, impose, grab close, the things chosen’…
We held as sacred “truths”.
These men in suits are tossing out like chemical warfare
Unyielding to the side exposed to air. 
She’s breathing in
Mold
Hardened.
Dried out.
Spores bred from generations of hardship.
Scraped off and eaten.
Spits out
Whatever of her core values remains. 
So Little remains.
Almost too late.
Take’s a moonshot.
If not for failure, there’d be more moonshots.
Years pass.
Veering to the left.
She’s left to figure this out on her own.
Separated from the masses, 
She breathes fresh air,
Greener pastures
She crowds her mind with stories of hope.
Dreams that Bravery will bare confidence
To take moonshots.
In spite of failure, ever present as an result of
Breathing in once toxic air, from lies, the misfortunates lived by, in vain, is now past her, but its shadow remains.
When Rain falls
She sees a flicker out in the distance, 
Drops reflect
A snapshot of what could be, 
Choices made in an instance
Doesnt once stop to check for danger, regretting nothing takes
Giant leaps of faith
Space grows between her and the ground below her, 
Suddenly comes back down
Landing in puddles
Looks down as the splashing water flies
Outside the fence she played in.
She dreams of taking giant leaps.
Beyond that fence 
She begins to climb
Collecting hopes she plants as seeds she waters with every puddle
She falls into but walks away from.

-Karat

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