10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Major Arcana

I could spend all day staring at the stars Wondering if the tower is upside down or right side up Wondering if my future is turned up first or flipped over last Wondering if you will give me an answer I could spend all day staring at the stars Feeling the beads of neon spray paint dripping down my arms Feeling the juice of ripe summer peaches sticking between my fingers Feeling in a space…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

What Comes Through In Silence

I swim in the blue A dive within A dip below A shiver through skin Like a girl on the prow I nest in the green A thunder beneath A heaven above A sigh of relief Soft, like the wings of a dove I burn through the red Whose snapping insides Burst a crackle throughout Hold on for the ride It’s too dangerous to doubt Let me sleep drenched in black Tucked in the fragments…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Mantras

Sit. Be. Breathe. What if you were the world and the sun was the body and this whirling circling endless dance was keeping you entrapped? Stay. Rise. Set. What if you hello’d every morning and goodnight’d every evening to an expressionless moon whose eyes never wept? Quiet. Silence. Vibrations. What if I don’t want to try harder and I don’t want to move faster and I don’t want to forget what I feel is what…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Easdale Absolution

Along an unkempt path, I wandered, passing crippled bushes arched in obedience to harsh winds, like lepers longing for a warming touch, a sun that seldom visits. Echoes of slate dwellings; long abandoned for the lust of progress, jigsaw the land with unsteady plates and hints of heather race the sea air in search of recognition. I was a stranger, trespassing In a wild place ravaged by spirited beasts that buffet and slash in relentless…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

Creative Soul

As an inquisitive child, I created magic with brush strokes soaked with colour, weaved tapestries of binding lines, shape and texture. I locked life’s essence into paper mirrors, etched through a lens. I sculpted beasts and curious castles that came alive in an unlimited mind. Child’s play was my gift from the gods; an endless ocean of possibility that I was cleansed in. Anointed their instrument, I made music with splats and scratches, fingers and…

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10: Spirituality - Oct 2021

An Ode To Angry Women

In my all girls catholic school, we were neat, we were quiet, we were pretty. We moved soundlessly through halls, fingers pressed to lips. We spoke when spoken to, and sang of a Friday- the elderly prayed for our purity, I prayed for a decent Irish test. We played violins (as tightly strung as we would become) But it never sounded right. Now, I am barely a woman, I am struggling to find my voice.…

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09: LGBTQA - Sept 2021

My Passage For The Earth Planet

What mark will I leave on earth? What great mark or devastation? What advanced study or broken record? What holocaust or aberration? What mark will i leave on earth? What great scandal or destruction? What great agreement or great war? What great love or betrayal? What great mark will i leave on earth? What great mark will i leave on the ground? Just a great and anonymous mark Of my passage through this devil-world. -Valdeck…

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